We get jealous, because of insecurity and infidelity. We want focus, affection, and attention to be on us.
God is a jealous God, because He is completely satisfied and secure in Himself, and desires his lovers to be faithful to Him, the only thing that can satisfy them.

We lust and get envious because we want what we do not own.
God owns everything. God never has to desire anything else because every atom rests secure in his bank account.

We get angry because we have been wronged or perceive injustice.
God gets angry because He IS justice.

We get addicted to empty and hollow things.
God is "addicted" to His own fame, which is appropriate because He is the most beautiful and powerful thing in the universe. He sees empty and hollow substitutes for exactly what they are.

We try desperately hard to do things our own way.
God lovingly calls His image-bearers to live things His way...the way of life and hope.

I'm glad I don't need to be around anyone to be happy.. I can be excited to come home and just sit and watch tv or do whatever I want alone. I can go to sleep alone and be perfectly happy.. don't need someone there with me. I used to get mad or sad when I would have to be home alone but I'm not anymore at all. Sucks for people who are like that..likeeeee my roommate for examp? She literally hasn't spent more than 2 nights alone without having some boy spend the night with her. Not only does it suck for her but it sucks for me because I never see her unless its for like 15 minutes or while she's with the dude. It's annoying that she can't be alone and it's annoying that she gives her new "boyfriends" a freaking HOUSE KEY to our house. Really???????? You don't just do that. It's annoying that I wake up every morning and he is here in the kitchen eating our food it's annoying that all the plans I have made with her the past 3 weeks have been changed to work around her and his schedule and it's annoying that she doesn't even freaking know how dumb she is. Whenever it is convenient for her she will hang out with me but whenever I want to do something with her I either can't or I can but he has to be there too.
F BOYFRIENDS and F girls who depend on boys for anything and everything possible. Do your own shit and be happy with yourself and be comfortable enough to not need anyone else to be happy.

“Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of me. Rejoice and be glad, because great is your reward in heaven, for in the same way they persecuted the prophets who were before you.”- Matthew 5:11-12

i wish could be like everyone else and hate anything and everything in my life and say i wish i could "play in your blood" and be a dumb bitch for no reason and be really cool and act like this world is full of "scum" and that i'm so much better than everyone else and wish i could grab your throat and choke you because i'm really tough and act like reno is the root of all your problems like it really could do anything. when will you all realize it's you and nobody else, don't blame your stupid problems on other people or on a city. everything anyone complains about eventually leads back to YOURSELF being the start of the problem. you're not going to kill anyone you can't kill someone youre not going to watch someones blood drip down and sit there and smile you're not going to do anything. all you are are a few girls stuck doing nothing with your lives in a world full of a billion people. your little problems mean nothing. go to school get a job make something of yourself and stop complaining stop being rude to people stop making huge deals over little things in the past and stop acting like you're so much better than everyone else . you're not. you can either sit there and cry about tiny things for the rest of your life or you can GTFOver it and move on and be happy.

this is the gayest name ever and i did not pick it.

vanessa and i are very apprehensive. lol